life Is boring as hell.
Nothing to do, nothing to be.
Only searching for some love in the dark. Doubting about everybody and about every circumstance. Looking for love but hidden in thought forms of doubt and disbelief.
Looking to trust in love but being caught up on logic and rules that lead me from point A to B. When I get there I am empty again.
I am fed up of rules. I am fed up of indecisiveness. I want to trust in the universe. This lack of self love and the search for inner trust is a conquest.